Time for some TUMBLR COPY PASTA
Because i'm lazy :I
Many asked and flood me with messages about this ( sorry, i went to bed pff ) so i figured i should explain..
My situation is like this: I work in a gambling company and my major work there was supposed to be story boarder and character designer. I DID do those things but because of defective functioning of the place, other stuff that have nothing to do with me or things i know fell on me.
Now, we all sometimes don't like things they tell us to do but we do any way~ But this was something else… Imagine you are an expert in fixing CARS and then one day, your boss tells you you need to fix an AIRPLANE ( lousy comparison but you get it ). Not only that, your boss can not promise you that once you SOMEHOW manage to fix it, they won't give you the same shit in the near project. I also get to work with wonderful people whom i will miss so it is even more hard to leave..
But I got really miserable in the past 2 months and the only times i felt good was when they suddenly needed some character design ( i posted some in Tumblr before ) but it takes me less than an hour.. and then they got nothing for me. I started to be angry, being even a little jerky to the boss, even when he did nothing ( no worries, we are all same level here and friends ) and it made me feel TERRIBLE that i'm turning into.. THAT!
Today i handed over the resignation papers and now i will have to finish what left of that one project and to finish this month of work to get my last paycheck. Next week me and my boyfriend are going to Berlin for 10 days so it will cover up too ( Yeah, take a vacation after you leave your money source lol )
And i feel FANTASTIC RIGHT NOW.
So much stress ending in one minute... This is how drugs feel like.
Future is a little fuzzy for me right now but man, my heart doesn't hurt anymore… I will just have to figure out what i do with my self..
Many thanks to who ever followed and said good words to me ;-;